Nothing is mine. It’s all His.
( What could he do for himself,that the Universe itself has not already done!- Lao Tzu in Tao De Ching)
i’m His light. Whatever that i perceive big or small is all His.
If i have to still pick something, i’d stay that the highest achievement ( if one can call that) is being worthy of His grace- which manifested in my life as being blessed with shastrakripa through gurukripa.
i am totally at loss that what could have i done to deserve this priceless gift.
It humbles and surprises me to think that unknowingly, i may have done something to deserve this…. words can never be enough to measure the extent of this ‘achievement’.
He is impartial. So i realize that it’s not that i am any more special than others( who are others….they are all me!).His grace is available for all, to be ‘discovered’.
All so called ‘ achievements’ at worldly level cannot ever compare to this grace.
my only achievement is His blessing- to read about Him, to write about Him, to cry for Him, to get glimpse of Him in His creation, to Love Him. It is still dvaita until i find Him within me, yet even to get a drop of this experience from this ocean, is His grace.
That is the only achievement in this lifetime.